"put your flowers down; it's too cold"

It's raining out hecka hard and my Mum told me my Gma wants to go out to town but I don't know she's only a little old lady she will probably get blown away in the wind. She gave me ten pounds yesterday because she thinks i need to cheer up and as much as i want to spend it developing my cameras i need to save it for future events so sigh and today is looking like a glum day. I mean  I got dressed and I like my outit but i got nowhere to go.

I'm writing from my bedroom floor by my record player and I'm listening to Swim Deep and wondering what the chances are of their gig not sucking next week. A year ago was the last time I saw them live and I mean it was brutal. Girls were willing to take lives in order to talk to this band man I almost died and so did my friends. 

I feel on a mega roll this week; I was in school for three consecutive days without going home and I actually felt fiNE.

OK UPDATEUPDATEUPDATE it is now 5pm about 6 hours later from when i wrote that drivel you just read and i went up town with my grandma and we had a fab time and she bought me a cactus and some soil and it was all hecka cute. Then after i saw her off on her train i went to this record shop not expecting to find anything good and I was browsing and then i found the Madonna LIke A Virgin album so i picked it up intending to buy it. Then I looked to my right and saw Bella Donna by Stevia NIcks just in a pile on the floor so i ran (slowly) to it picked it up and asked the price and the guy said £2, i only had a £1 on me because of cactus and food issues so i just stood there but the babe said he'd only take a £1 cause it's "scratched a little". So then I ran all the way home and ran to my room and put it on my record player and listened to Edge of Seventeen and now my day feels whole and I am happy and that was my story.
Have a nice day.

rachel xoxo